Country music icon Willie Nelson has just released his long-awaited autobiography, Me and Paul: Untold Stories of a Fabled Friendship. The book pays tribute to his decades-long bond with longtime drummer and friend Paul English, while also shedding light on some of the darker chapters of Nelson’s life.

In a deeply personal moment, Nelson reveals that he once considered ending his life. He recalled telling a bar patron about the time he lay his head on a train track, only to return to the bar 15 minutes later—thankfully, unharmed. It was a raw, painful moment that few knew about until now.

Despite that low point, Nelson’s story is one of resilience. He’s not slowing down—far from it. Now in his 90s, Nelson continues to focus on staying healthy and enjoying life. He sticks to a daily routine that includes jogging and singing, both of which he says help keep his lungs strong.

And yes, the road still calls. Nelson has no plans to stop performing anytime soon. He remains passionate about his music and optimistic about the future.

His story is a reminder that even legends face battles—and that hope, purpose, and friendship can carry us through the hardest times.